I am 2X now. I've got the wit, and I'm still not in the ritz.
In some senses everything is going steady, let's say. The only thing missing is everybody else following along. The interstellar burst is yet to come. Why is this?
I'll whisper you honestly. I have seen countless videos and countless hours of them, trying to decipher, trying to begin. Studied, brainstormed consumatiously. I guess I do miss Ariel. A drug that pulls you up and one that exists. And my problem relies heavily in not having found replacement. Some Vaknin said one should not seek for answers but instead learn to formulate the right questions. Well our problem (mine and the whole cause's) is a deplorable stationary status; the system's resistance to bring us traffic.
Traffic is our problem and recently I did thoroughly thought around the contacts we have (mainly girls). Them all self-absorbed, goal-driven, pseudo independent megalogirls, fruit of utter western madness. Rants aside, even if they have a disproportionate sense of self, it is a sense of self and this works tremendously against us, it strikes us deeply and errases all of their potential usage.
All this to say we have a target and should focus on the target. And here comes the traffic we don't have. We should be everywhere and my latest insight is let's not take this literally. We can be everywhere by putting our ad efforts into the right cluster, the right reactors selected with Pareto in mind and rage in heart.
If our problem is traffic, let's not try deludedly to reach for the whole world but instead let's reach for the few people who are just experts at doing that. In less we may get everything.
If there was any doubt, we are going to get everything. I don't care how it ends up looking like at times. There will not be an end of the world apart from the one I'll cause.
